Last few days!

Coming back to my blog after a looong time. Had decided to be regular but couldn't keep my words. The D Day will arrive soon and am nervous and excited at the same time. Have been dreaming, shopping and even talking to the li'l one (at last)... I can feel its movements inside. At times they are so strong that they scare me. I know he/she's also in hurry to come out :) But I just have one concern these days. Don't even know how valid my concern is or how well I will be able to handle it when the time comes, but it's definitely bothering me. And the name of that concern is Noddy! :(

He's so possessive for me that he doesn't even let Ratish hurt me or shout at me in his presence. How will this innocent baby of mine gear up to see a new baby in my life. Today I was dettol washing some old clothes that relatives have sent for the new baby (and some superrr cute ones that I bought). I was thrilled by the very sight of these tiny clothes drying in my balcony but then I looked at Noddy, unaware of what's going to come. He doesn't leave my side for even a second and a time will come when he will have to stay away coz of all that infection thingi :( Nodz been like my first baby. I can't just leave him on his own. Soon, he won't be allowed inside the room, the same place where he sees me sleep and wakes up with me.

Infact, I am noticing something strange in his attitude these days. He's become more protective for me. Lets me sleep for as long as I wish, curbing his hunger and needful walks. Don't know if he's getting hints or he knows that I need rest... Whatever the case be, I just want him to know that I may not be able to give him the same amount of time and shower him with as much love for sometime, but I will be the same mommy once his younger sibling is in a state to fight infections! I love you Nonz with everything I have! Muuuuah!